today got back my hist paper... 3 /15 sia.. wat liao.. lowest in class.. then math i onli noe i pass.. 16/30 ... beta than fail.. then after sch got cd.. then juwena nv go.. then together wif fr wait for janice and yuwen they all.. then fr duno they got sth on.. tot onli got home econ test.. then wait for them.. then they got.. then she also nv angry or wat lah.. she also veri sian.. then after tat send her to gate.. haha then after tat mi vis and wr wait for lok outside her class de bench there.. then wait until 3 then she still haben cum out then go find christ.. then found out tat christ class gone le.. then go dance studio.. saw christ.. and saw the other cher.. then wang lao shi nv cum cos sick.. then this cher more strict.. bu xi guan then mux do alot of thing.. so tired.. then now hor.. feeling abit bu shu fu.. but nvm lah.. haha.. then after tat go np.. wif christ lok mi wr vis and 2 of their friend.. dunno the name.. then take 800... then mi drop at lok bus stop then take cab home.. haha..

today so idiotic!! today my father side de relatives all cum mah.. i mean.. almost all.. then hor cos we wan to bai bai mah.. then got 2 cousins (guy) .. then mi and my father side de relatives not close one.. we did not tok one lo.. haha.. juz smile smile like tat onli.. haha.. then my grandma scold us say y like stranger like tat.. i heck care.. go room sleep.. then hor.. my uncle de son rite.. veri naughty one.. he bully his elder cousin juz becos he think tat his elder cousin is stupid.. wat the.. then i go back my room.. he follow.. i bluff him say i wan to change clothes.. then i lock the door.. he keep like turning the handle lo.. then i so du lan liao.. the my door down there got gaps one mah.. is pattern of tat door.. then can c inside one.. he bent down go c leh... prevert leh! lucky i bluff him say i changing.. not really changing.. then i so angry.. wanted to open the door and scold him but my mother call us eat.. then i go eat.. heck care him..

after eating.. i go my room.. dun wanna stay at living room.. then go back room listening to F.I.R de u make mi wan to fall in luv.. nice leh!! back to the topic.. then he follow again.. then i heck care him.. then he cum jumping up and down on my bed!! wif his socks on!!!! idiot!! he somemore go anyhow take my thing... then he jumping then i stare at him.. he then stop lo.. then i take my doggy go to another and lie down.. then he continue at my bed jumping up and down.. somemore take my dog throw here throw there!!!!!!! he take the dog tat christ gif mi !!!!! ah!!! KNN!!! then i snatch the dog from him say dun take my thing wifout my permission! then he say idiot to mi! KNN!!! say until like i am in the wrong!!!

then i go pretend sleep then saw him go anyhow take my thing.. then mess up my room..!!!! i got nth to say lo.. juz hope tat he wun cum to my hse anymore!!!!

today.. nth much.. juz tat.. MI CHANGE HP NO. LE~ wee~ hehe.. change to M1 suntalk 150 .. hee hee.. then got free incoming call.. yeah!!! haha.. afternoon go change plan one.. nth much .. then go sleep.. until 7 like tat.. then eat then online ... ai ya.. nth much lah.. haha

btw.. renfu happy bdae!!! n hope tat their concert is smoothly lo..

the dog tat wr gif mi as bdae present de pic..

ah~ so kawaii~ 

cute ar~!! hui meng yi siao.. haha 

cute ba?? amanda~ 

today got back mt and sci paper.. mt.. ok lo.. can lah.. the result.. nv drop alot..i tot will drop cos nv study much.. then sci.. haiz.. fail.. haiz.. like nv pass be4 like tat.. i think in sec 2 onli pass once.. ai yo.. scare will drop to normal leh.. haiz..

then today after sch go libaray do script.. ai ya.. say got do in the end is nv do one lah.. go there play play onli.. then after tat christ and ju went home.. mi fr kwang ch go makan at mac.. then we go the hill behind the libaray.. so tat is the hill they all keep saying.. now i then noe.. haha then go up there play swing.. quite fun.. haha.. then they went back home.. mi go sch cos lok say she goin back sch.. then i also lo.. then wait for the wushu one.. then suddenly became gd friend wif yu ying.. haha.. then we three go mac.. later the 3 guys wr vis kel join us.. then we three go np.. we three gals.. then go shop awhile then go mac eat ice cream.. then go back home.. mi pei them take 800 then saw xue there too.. took the bus wif him.. then mi take cab home.. haha..

wah.. today nv c baby.. sob.. then my com kanna virus.. win liao lo.. everytime my kor not in then kanna one.. humph.. then maybe com kanna virus.. cannot scan my fotos into com.. yesterday took alot of pic of baby.. so kawaii...~

today last paper~ yeah~ hehe.. but lok they all haben.. mux jia you worx.. then after sch go watch the rehearsal again.. nth much lah.. be4 tat we got dicuss abt the chalet thing.. ai yo.. still got wat to say.. *think* then after rehearsal go np shop.. then lok and vis sth wrong.. dun tok.. then.. ai yo.. like tat lah.. dunno how to say..

today sci diff. sia.. got alot wrong liao.. cos shaiful got say the ans during his lesson.. alamak.. then mt.. haiz.. cfm drop alot one.. nv study leh.. cos sci dun understand mah.. then waste alot of time on sci but .. ai yo.. regret.. should study chinese.. humph.. suan le.. then after sch go eat ljs wif lok then vis and wr cum join us later when we finish.. then go np shop shop.. then xue cum also.. then go walk walk.. also dunno y this few days dun like to tok to vis after sch.. feel tat he nowadays after sch treat mi so diff. treat mi so bad like tat.. not last time tat kind gd kor kor le.. haiz.. maybe is mi myself go make him angry.. or i keep staring at him.. then he bu shuang.. dunno lah.. nowadays dunno y.. always veri dulan wif him.. maybe becos of sth.. haiz.. dunno lah..

STUPID JEREMY CHEN!!!! WO HAO XIN TI XING NI BRING IPW FILE THEN U SAY WAT.. MY DISPLAY PIC NOT NICE.. I GOT ASK U TO COMMENT AR? U SAY WAT.. U NOT FEELING GD TODAY.. SO TAT MEAN CAN VENT UR ANGER AT MI LAH?! MI ALSO BU SHUANG TODAY YOU BU JIAN DE MI VENT MY ANGER.. IF U DID NOT MAKE MI ANGRY I WUN VENT AT U ONE.. IF NOT I STILL REMIND U TO BRING IPW FILE?! STILL SAY IS MI VENTING MY ANGER.. DUN THINK UR ENG GD THAN MI THEN WATEVER U SAY I WUN NOE.. U ARE JUZ LIKE LAO TAI TAI LIKE TAT.. AN DI LI SHOOT PPL! THINK I STUPID OR WAT? STILL SAY WAT TML C EACH OTHER WILL BE SHOUTING.. CUM LAH.. AS IF I SCARE OF U THIS SISSY AND BK WORM! **** U! EEEEEE~!!! I THEN DUN WAN TO **** U THIS KIND OF PPL..

sia lah.. maths and his cfm fail le lah.. dunno how to do sia.. then his.. the structed ans dun even noe one single thing.. haiz.. then after sch go ljs wif lok.. eat le go shop awhile at np then go back sch find vis they all.. they got wushu.. then after tat go mac then the other join in.. then dun wan to say y suddenly bu shuang vis.. mi myself also dunno.. but nth lah.. then mi and lok di siao him... cos raining then purposely msg xue and wr to be careful except vis.. haha.. but he like dunno like tat leh.. then cum back home mummy first sentence is u noe how much is ur bills?! then i shocked.. say cfm is 100+ she say " ur head lah.. 180 u noe! u wan mi to cancel the line or confiscated it? " sia lah.. how cum so many sia.. then mi hao xin say wan to change plan so wun waste so much money then purposely go ask alot of ppl how to change plan wat.. then vis tell mi got one M1 plan.. then ask mi to change line.. my own one gif mi ma use.. then i tell her.. then she scold mi.. wat the... wo yi fan hao xin de dao de shi yi chang bao yin... HATE U SIA!!! dun change dun change lah.. at most u confiscate it then i no fone then no need to find mi lah.. mi purposely go home late then delete all my friends no so u cannot find mi!!! wo jiu shi na mo stubborn.. hai bu shi ni sheng xia wo zhe ge stubborn daughter de....!!!

today.. veri high.. haha cos after sch got the teacher day rehearsal then got hip hop dance.. yeah baby~ haha.. then wushu also involved.. at first we dun wan wait for them one but in the end go back sch find them.. haha.. but at least make this choice also not bad lah.. cos veri high.. haha.. keep shouting behind.. hoho.. then maybe fri go watch movie liao.. ai yo.. y mux haf test leh? stupid sia.. but eng not bad lah.. dunno is mi noe how to do or anyhow do .. haha.. quite short lah.. then after sch go kfc wif fr.. then got 4 ka bei guys.. say until like we are in the wrong but actually is them.. suan le.. then mi and fr look at them eating in a bu shuang manner.. haha.. then they keep laughing and smiling cos they think they cute.. *puke* then they go le.. finally.. haha.. stare at them for abt half an hour sia.. then they go.. haha.. sound veri stupid but when u were there u also will do this kind of thing one.. haha.. then vis and lok cum.. lok told mi sth.. well.. lok.. juz wanna tell u wateva choice u make wun affect our friendship one.. then nth much lah.. mux do home econ.. IPW and study math n his.. ah.. mux veri late then can sleep le.. ah~!!

today nth much lah.. study here study there lo.. but.. juz wanna say.. AH!!!! flu le~! humph.. but mi flu veri fast recovered one.. haha.. hope so.. ah~~!! so stress sia.. wan to go timezone now.. but cannot... if tomolo go then dunno can anot mah.. ai ya~!!! btw.. gonna buy a veri ex. bag haha.. cos my kor sponser.. my bdae present mah.. haha .. nth much to say lah ... haha..

btw.. juz wanna add one more thing.. AH!!! LOK .. AH!!!! U SO GD!!!! *MUACKS* haha.. i will go crazy one day..

yahoo~ today quite fun .. haha

today got cip.. be4 tat we meet go ljs eat then vis and kel cum also.. then mi go pirece 2nd ear holes.. pain sia.. then scare mi mom will scold.. but in the end onli scold abit.. haha.. then go for cip.. also not mi do.. lolx.. thanks kel!! haha.. then i and fangru time out early.. then went to find vis they all.. they at woodlands.. then at first wan c movie but dun haf liao.. then go walk here walk there.. then go the dunno y.. the libaray one.. the station at there.. then go jalan jalan.. then lok suddenly veri sad.. then von gif "conselling" haha.. then noe tat is sth abt lok kor.. then lok wan to go find his kor.. then pei her.. von pei her go inside timezone then mi outside waiting for von cos i cannot go in.. then c lok and her kor got tok ma.. then saw 2 extra one.. dun wan to mention hu.. they noe themselves.. then shout at them say go away dun stay there but in the end they still there.. dun wan to tok angry thing here..

then after that mi and von go find vis they all then lok call von hp then say she finish le.. come back so happy sia.. o ya.. today almost quarrel sia.. haha.. cos mi dun wan to do cip then wan to like bluff them say i got emerngcy at home then ask vis to act as my dad but he dun wan then angry wif him.. then blah blah blah then in the end can go early one.. -.-"

then after tat go eat then go timezone~ yahoo~ so fun sia.. then go play the machine.. the catch bear bear one then play until the machine hang.. got pro.. haha.. then play basketball.. alamak.. play infornt of them really seem as if i so lan.. then i go challenge vis car racing.. haha.. i onli lose to him the dunno wat one.. got chio bu tat kind one.. but the other i win.. yeah~! haha.. then go back home .. dad stare at mi then say y so late cum back.. i say i go makan if not wait for u buy for mi mah.. i will die of hungury one then he got nth to say.. haha.. i wins~!

haiz.. these few days mood so bad sia.. today nth much happen lah.. juz veri bu shuang wif miss lawaernce.. then at her back say all those thing to her.. too bad.. she deaf one.. cannot hear.. haha..

then tomolo got cip.. i tot is be4 cip go out wif them then go one.. but hu noes is during.. i tot is be4 sia.. then now dunno wan to go anot.. juz feel tat do cip then go watch movie veri bad lo.. i tot is be4 then i will go one mah.. but.. ai yo.. dunno lah.. dun feel like goin unless i finish my tin le lo.. they say if full le then can go le.. then hope by the time i can finish the tin be4 goin to watch movie then i will then an xin de go watch..

today nth much happen lah.. like normal days but lok like kanna che by those ppl hu think they big one lo.. now i wan to vent my anger.. wan c? look down.. dun wan c.. close this window..

let tok abt PS first.. U THINK U WAT.. LOK SAY U ARE NOT INVOLVED IN THIS MATTER.. I HOPE SO.. COS IF U REALLY IS INVOLVE I WILL HATE U TO CORE SIA.. say until her.. i wan vent my anger again.. haha.. bear wif it lah.. JUZ HOPE TAT U REALLY ARE NOT INVOLVED IN THIS N I DUN TO C UR LJ FACE AGAIN!! STUIPD LEH U! I AM THE ONE HU SUPPOSED TO HATE U BUT I FORCE MYSELF TO SMILE AT U.. WAT FACE U GIF MI?! U STUPID LJ FACE PPL.. I WILL NV FORGET HU SAD U HAF MAKE HIM.. I WILL NV FORGET!

now to those ppl hu think they are big and go find lok one.. U ALL THINK U ARE WAT! SEC 4 SO? CHILDISH! DIAO U THEN CHE PROBLEM LIAO.. IF U WAN TO CHE LOK BECOS OF ANYONE THEN JUZ SAY.. NO NEED TO FIND REASON ONE LO.. DUN MAKE PPL THINK TAT LOK IS A PERSON HU WILL DIAO OTHERS ONE LO.. EVEN IF LOK REALLY DIAO U ALL I WILL STILL SUPPORT HER COS I NOE SHE WUN DIAO A PERSON UNLESS TAT PERSON GO MAKE HER ANGRY K.. THEN IS TAT PERSON PRO LIAO.. CANNOT BLAME LOK.. NOW U ALL THINK WAT.. DUN TELL MI U ALL NV DIAO PPL BE4 LO.. IF ALL PPL BECOS OF OTHER PPL DIAO U THEN GO CHE THEM.. NOW EVERYONE GO CHE HERE CHE THERE LAH.. IDIOT THING.. TELL U ALL HOR.. ALTHOUGH U ALL MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO C THIS ENTRY BUT JUZ WANNA SAY.. DUN THINK U ALL SEC 4 I SCARE OF U .. IF U GO FIND LOK PROBLEM THEN MI TURN TO CHE U ALL.. DUN THINK I DUN DARE.. IF I REALLY ANGRY THEN I WILL DARE.. TRUST MI...

yo~ today quite happy lah.. cos he finally ken reply mi le.. haha.. cos i threaten him.. say dun reply back then not friend anymore..haha.. but after sch go np he also got cum then he also nv tok to mi.. humph~ dun care u le~ humph~ then nth much lo.. go home online then nth.. BUT! i wan to say sth

MISS LAWERENCE U SUX ALOT U NOE~~!! I SO GUAI TUCK IN U SAY MI TUCK OUT! I ONLI TUCK OUT THEN TUCK IN COS EASIER MAH! WAT WRONG WIF U~! NO WONDER NO ONE WANTS U! DUN BLAME MI SAY UNTIL SO BAD.. TAT IS THE TRUTH! U GO ASK AROUND HU LIKE U ONE LAH..

haha.. vent out my anger le.. haha.. hahahaha.. so shiok.. muahahhaa

yo~! today nth much lah.. juz tat home econ veri sleepy.. the two chapter so long sia.. mdm yeo teach mi wan to sleep.. but peggy ng.. not so bad.. haha.. then go recess then class.. then after sch.. go np.. vis did not go wushu.. then go wif us to np.. then go shop shop.. christ wan go home one.. but i drag her.. haha.. then she later than go home.. scare she kanna scolding.. haha then go np shop shop.. then saw 3 knn gals.. always shout wr name.. slow lah them.. break liao still shout.. starhub.. cannot blame them.. no brain one.. lolx. then go vis hse downstair take wr present for mi one.. haiz.. tat one really ex. lo.. haiz.. he treat mi too gd le.. dunno to accept or not.. but in the end is accept.. cos firstly.. like vis say.. juz present onli mah.. 2nd promise lok le.. 3rd if not throw away mah.. so accept le lo.. haiz.. c the dog make mi think of him.. suan le lah.. wat passes is pass.. then they cum my hse play play.. then go back.. nth much to say today lah..

christ gif mi de doggie.. cute nehx 

this is the pooh bear tat i won yesterday on my bdae! cute ba? haha  

hey! my 2nd aunt! haha.. she purposely go change clothes for mi to take pic.. haha 

today.. they help mi celebrate bdae!! yeah!! after sch.. mi ju wendy xue jesse go take cake.. then c kfc got space then wan to celebrate there but vis they all not here.. ai yo.. then we go buy thing.. then xue call wr cum.. dun wr dun wan dun wan like tat but at last got.. haiz.. he is avoiding mi.. i look at him then he look away.. think i haf hurt him too deep le ba.. but.. we juz break yesterday.. cannot everyone is like mi still like a normal person mah.. haiz.. suan le lah.. but hope if i got ask him to be my god bro then he will accpet.. although it is quite impossible bax.. then we go celebrate lo.. then wendy ask mi pei her go mac.. pei pei pei until back sch cos jason sick. .then he at sch there.. then mi abit du lan lo.. then became mi go back kfc there myself.. but after goin there then i not so angry le.. cos today they celebrate wif mi mah.. cannot angry angry.. then in the end we go back sch celebrate cos lok christ vis kel there then go back.. YEAH! blow bdae cake le!! happi~! then when they sing rite.. feel so touched sia.. haha.. then we eat eat cake.. then after tat dunno hu start to put the cream on my face.. then we start to play le! yeah~! although veri dirty but veri fun.. hehe..

haiz.. here is the sad part..

suppose to be happy when ur stead is wif u when it is ur bdae rite? but.. mi feel sad leh.. at first he cannot go.. then i so happy.. then after tat he can go le.. i so sad.. haiz.. then during the trip to bugis and back to yishun wasn't a happy one.. tat true lo.. haiz.. on the way back.. i also dunno y i so angry and sad.. is mi make ppl angry.. wat for mi angry? but i onli noe.. when he cum and sit beside mi on the train.. then keep fan mi say y i like tat.. then keep tickle mi.. make mi so angry like tat.. feel like shouting in the public to him say "SINCE U WAN TO NOE, THEN I WILL TELL U! I AM DECIDING WHETHER WAN TO BREAK MA!" i really feel like shouting it.. haiz.. then he keep like treating mi veri gd.. AH!! can u dun be so gd to me??!!! AH!! i haf decided to break wif him le.. but dun dare tell him onli.. haiz...!

to lok: lok.. i think veri carefully le.. and decide over and over again.. i really not worth for him.. he is too gd for mi.. haiz.. help mi tell him k?

yeah! today my bdae!! yeah!! 14 le!! so happi.. but.. haiz.. in the end is not happy.. today went out wif xue vis jesse lok and him to bugis.. celebrate my bdae.. they like tat say lah.. but is it juz like a gathering like tat lah.. then quite fun lah.. i like the most when we are at children department then so funny.. haha.. but.. haiz.. next entry will tok abt sad thing.. here tok abt happy thing.. then ah.. we go shop shop then go back yishun.. then go timezone.. play the one.. eh.. call wat ah.. like u aim and catch the bear bear inside.. then vis go catch and gif to someone..how sweet... he so lucky.. BUT! mi more lucky!!! hahahaha.. we say wan go home.. then mi and lok go take mrt.. the rest go take bus.. then mi and lok at the near ntuc there.. then wan go back play timezone.. cos mi feel like playing mah.. then go play.. haha.. mei xiang dao mi so lucky.. haha..

today.. nth lo.. juz do the heart for veri long.. yeah!! now got 700+ hearts le!! yeah!! haha.. finally.. then mi watch finish love contract le!~ nice!! go buy!! veri nice! ending also veri funny and happy! then mi bro back.. ask mi wat mi wan for mi bdae.. yeah! haha..

mi dunno y suddenly tot of mi wan to break wif him tat time.. i dunno leh.. suddenly think of sth foolish again.. haiz... tot of the same thing as tat time i tot of.. y i suddenly tot of it? i also dunno.. maybe is watch too much tv then tot of it.. haiz.. mi and him abt one mth le.. should think of tat rite.. but.. y am i thinking of it? to say the truth.. during sec 3s camp.. actually.. i did not really tot of him.. i mean miss him.. i dun miss him lo.. y har? no feeling le ma? haiz.. mi onli tat day i cry then will tot of him.. but.. not onli him.. also got vis they all.. dun tell mi mi no more feeling for him? nono.. i should say... i no more tat kind of xin tiao jia shu de feeling for him le ma? bu hui ba.. or maybe becos of the camp then mi and him long long time nv c then feeling gone but later we saw each other then the feeling back le? ai yo! i hate it!! y am i keep feeling this kind of feeling!!! I HATE IT!!! I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL!! Y AM I ALSO NOT SURE ABT MY FEELING!! maybe i really not suitable to be in love.. but.. haiz.. i duno.. lok.. christ.. or any of my friends.. if u all c this blog.. tell mi wat to do k? i dunno how to tell u all in msn or wat.. i dunno.. i also dun dare to tell u all.. if i were u all.. if my friend keep saying tat she wan to break wif her stead mi will veri du lan wif her.. haiz.. mi also dun wan this to happen .. actually.. lok.. sorry.. i .. lie to u.. sorry.. i did not mean it.. i dunno wat to say.. tat nick.. is really wat u think.. not like wat i say.. haiz.. he call again.. i tell mi mom say i sleeping.. haiz.. AH!!!!! BU YAO ZAI XIANG LE!

haiz.. today nv go sch.. cos wake up tat time stomach pain again.. y keep paining.. ai yo.. then i tell mom say i dun feel like goin to sch.. then she say ok.. then go sleep.. sleep abt 5 mins like tat ba.. suddenly downstairs got ppl shout!!! early in morning shout for wat?! distrub mi.. then i go sleep again.. then same thing happen!! i cannot tahan.. i go my bro room sleep.. then sleep.. abt 10 sth then wake up.. then eat my breakfast then feel much much beta le.. dunno y leh... suddenly pain and suddenly not pain like a normal human being.. ai yo.. then now online nth to do.. no one online.. haiz.. then luckily yesterday got buy vcd watch. haha.. can spend my time watching vcd liao..

haiz.. wo hao xiang the sec 3s one.. esc. yesterday.. dunno y.. haiz.. today they cum back.. but think is at evening time.. haiz.. so late liao... *sob*

wah liao .. today veri the du lan.. firsty.. not feeling well in the morning.. so wan to go home.. then mummy cannot cum.. then alr veri du lan liao then dunno y.. tok to mi mom on fone tat time feel veri sad and terrible so i cry.. haiz.. y i so easy will cry one.. like cry baby like tat.. haiz.. dunno y.. i cry tat time really miss him alot.. haiz.. y he go camp.. if onli they no need to go camp.. then will be so gd~

assembly.. idiot one! until wat time then let us off..! go n die lah! i mean... the police presentation alr veri long liao lo.. then wat.. the dunno wat cher.. idiot and tok **** cher.. tok and tok and tok.. voice so loud for wat.. u using mic. leh.. so loud sia! feel like getting a bottle and throw up! somemore last wk say de thing still say again..! think we so many time to spent ah! got time also not waste like this one! i got time i go shop or sleep or rather enjoy myself then waste my time listening to ur craps!

mi..! myself..! taken at lok's hse 

amanda pic! i did not spell wrongly ba? haha .. gong gong one.. this pic.. 

hey! christ drinking lemon twist one! haha..  

taken at lok's hse.. wif christ at the right.. mi at the left.. after cutting my fringe..  

aw.. the sec 3s gone for camp le.. sob sob.. hope they will cum back safe and sound.. dun cum back wif injuries worx.. I now start to miss alot of the sec 3s i noe liao.. haha.. maybe bu xi guan then miss le lo..

then after sch went to support for the hockey players.. although our sch lost to the st. nick girls sch but we will won next yr! rite?! *sob* the hockey players were crying after the match.. haiz.. dun cry.. although we lost but the spirits of northland remains! we wun blame u one! JiA yOu! * add oil * haha..

nth much happen today.. juz tat we got abt total of 4 .. or rather 5 .. cos ME nth to do.. haha.. then i keep folding the heart.. my friends got help mi too.. thanks.. think i can reach my aim ba.. if i continue at this rate..

to all ppl hu haf gone for the sec 3s camp like lok.. my kors.. dear.. kel.. : ah!! hao bu xi guan u all not in sch ... sch became so quiet! haha.. lolx.. miss u all~ but.. take carez worx

ah~! so tired.. nowadays i sleep alot.. then more tired ah.. like old lady liao.. haha.. now busying dl thing.. the show.. xi ha pi tou 4 .. dunno can work anot.. cos i did not use tat programme be4 to dl thing.. at first wan use kazza but my kor say kazza not gd.. ask mi use wat bitTorrent one.. he use it to dl anime .. then i dl lo.. but seems to be veri slow like tat.. ai yo.. mi too sian liao.. wan to watch show.. :( humph.. my kor back not gd one.. last time miss him alot.. now dun wan him to cum back.. haha.. cos he cum back cannot use com tat often.. mom cooking is always his fav. not fair one lah! then he cum back then my mom so willingly to buy fast food back.. humph.. but .. suan le.. sob sob.. haha.. siao liao.. keke..

today quite happy.. cos mi finally make up my mind le.. i decided not to break wif him!! yeah! i also dunno y i will like tat .. i mean.. suddenly make up this mind.. but.. also gd lah.. think my friends will also be happy for mi ba? lolx.. ai yo yo.. die die lah.. yesterday forgot bring the heart paper.. today mummy dun let mi go out.. she say i always go out.. humph.. then how to reach my aim 999 hearts in less than 2 wk?? mi now onli got 280 .. still haf alot left.. if got go out mux buy alot back home n rush liao.. ai yo.. now so sian.. y yesterday forgot leh? but.. i think also no stock.. haha.. ask mummy today go np eat she dun wan.. humph..

he ask mi wat i like.. lolx.. then i remember our 1 mth anniversay is reaching!! alamak.. almost forgot.. still tot got many days left.. haha..

mine fav dog!! no lah.. soft toy.. haha.. cute ma?? 

be4 i cut my fringe...  

ah!! today so happy.. mi go cut fringe.. haha.. go cut thinner.. but.. not veri happy wif it.. but suan le.. will grow back one.. i go wif lok and christ.. we go cut hair together.. like their hairs more.. haha.. then go np.. go timezone play bb.. lolx.. long time nv play liao.. ever since tat time i play then kanna my eyes.. haha.. then now suddenly feel like playing.. then we three go lo.. lolx.. at first the result not veri gd.. but the last round mi break my own record!! 30.. if i am not wrong.. so happy... then got free play.. lolx.. then cannot liao.. too tired.. haha.. cos mi too short.. mux tip toe everytime.. then got free game then cannot tahan.. legs veri suan.. haha then we go shop shop.. then christ cannot go back so late.. mux go back le.. but veri sian mah later go home.. so mi go buy S.H.E comic bk.. n la bi xiao xin <-- which is mi.. lolx de vcd and watch.. then lok also buy vcd.. lolx.. mi also go card n such buy a bottle.. heart-shaped one.. to put all the hearts i haf do.. now cut one is abt 100+ liao.. still veri far from my target.. 999... i think i will gif to WR ba.. regardless wat is my decision..

maybe i will not break wif him.. cos when going chong pang to cut fringe tat time.. we took 811.. then remind mi of the sweet memories wif him in the same bus and same road.. tat time really veri sweet.. this makes mi feel like.. like dun feel like breaking wif him.. he really treat mi veri gd.. maybe i should treat him gd too.. lolx..

haiz.. wat should i do? he doesn't noe anything abt how i feel.. he keep msg mi.. i dunno wat to reply.. i veri scare of his msg and calls now.. i feel so guilty when i tok to him.. haiz.. to say the truth.. i haf alr get my mind clear and is ready to think more seriously and clearly.. but.. both decision will hurt him.. aren't it? ah! i dunno wat to do.. i noe i got feeling for him.. but.. tat y i wan to break.. i mean.. like i say be4.. i dun wish this fish tat i caught is now rotting at a side.. haiz.. maybe he dun mind... but.. i mind.. i dun wish to be like this.. vis they all told mi to balance friendship and love but.. i can't balance.. i dunno y.. if time can go back.. i rather reject him tat time then now.. thinking of wat to do to balance both friendship and relationship.. maybe i really should use the time veri veri wisely.. to think of a better solutions.. i feel bad.. he seem to be happy cos he dunno anything abt it.. yet.. all our friends noe abt it.. he was the last one to noe.. or rather.. he still doesn't noe.. maybe i should bluff him tat my hp spoilt or wateva so tat he wun sms mi and i can think of the solution more clearly without being affected by his msg.. but.. he will call my hse fone wun he? maybe tell him tat my dad at home.. cannot call ba..

thanks to all my friend hu had be by my side when i am feeling low or down.. thanks alot..
thanks to: my kors.. lok.. christ.. ju..
a big thanks to u all.. i am really xing fu to haf u all as friends/sisters/brothers!
xie xie ni men..

so gentle.. haha..  

cute ba? taken at 6 aug 

sian ar!! today so sian.. nv go out anywhere.. haiz.. today.. got celebration of national day.. at sch quite high lah.. but veri hot!!! sitting under the big sun!! humph!! haha.. then got community singing.. not fun one.. tot mr sim will cum out and lead.. hu noes is student leader.. then they all drag all leaders of nss to cum out and lead.. then saw vis there too.. haha.. wait!! wan to prasie vis..

vis: today shuai worx! but not as shuai as renfu.. but.. dun wear the cap or dunno wat beta.. haha.. my shuai kor kor!! proud to haf u as kor.. when u wear ncc uniform.. but.. wear normal sch uniform then... lolx.. not proud!! haha.. jk..

then lower sec go hall.. upper sec go field.. wahhaha.. we beta.. no sun.. haha.. then got the cheering competition.. then if mr .. eh.. dunno how to spell.. point at garnet then mi and christ will shout.. lolx.. fangru sit beside cannot tahan.. cos my voice too sharp.. shout really cannot tahan.. got once i shout.. then the ones sitting around mi look at mi.. lolx.. so pai sei..

y i cry? i tot i swear tat i wun cry infornt of them? y can't i juz control my tears.. sorry .. if i let my friends around mi to be worry.. really sorry.. i will use the time to think abt it again.. until the sec 3 camp is over..

to ren: dui bu qi.. i will ignore u this few days.. gif mi the time to think abt it again k? i'm sorry.. forgive mi...

haiz.. juz now was chatting wif xue in msn.. we tok abt wr.. then i also got say abt the thing i haf been feeling.. although i noe he maybe will say it out to others.. but..tat is the truth.. i shouldn't hide it anymore.. i really feel tat i am veri selfish.. i noe my friends dun wish tat mi and him break.. but i dunno y.. i really got a feeling to break wif him.. i really dun wish to keep him to my side and like.. let him rot at a side.. it hurts.. and it also will hurt when i break wif him but.. i rather to be hurt by breaking wif him then he stay by my side .. continue to be unhappy.. i really feel tat i should break wif him.. but.. i dunno if i will regret mah.. and i also duno how to face him.. if we really break.. i dunno.. i am selfish to break wif him? i dunno.. ah! hao fan ah! :'(

today is Ju's bdae!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. like the present we gave u mah? today happy ma? haha.. today got lit.. then today we act out our skit.. lolx.. actually quite gd lah.. cos we nv rehearsal one.. haha.. so is counted as gd.. then mi at first say alr no need to wear home clothes but hu noe bi ru suddenly say wan to wear.. then onli sms yun kwang.. nv sms the others.. then onli yun kwang and bi ru brought the shirt.. but bi ru got bring extras.. so fangru wear hers.. then mi lent from sindy.. her shirt so big sia.. L size.. omg.. i wear then was like as if i nv wear short sia.. haha.. but nvm.. the shirt quite nice.. thanks sindy! then after sch we wait for lok as she got assembly then go np celebrate ju's bdae! we go eat sushi.. buffet one so eat how much also can!! haha.. mi dun dare eat sushi one but since today is ju's bdae and the rest wan to eat sushi so i also go lo.. try try the sushi there.. not bad lah.. juz tat i veri scare of the smell or rather taste.. maybe i am onli suitable for wedges!! haha!!

be4 i post any entry.. i am goin to make some annoucment.. i delete the previous entry tat i made le.. to all my friends hu had saw my tat entry or noe abt how i feel.. : i am fine le.. i decided to be selfish! haha.. no lah.. i decided to cherish the love between we two.. or rather try to improve the relationship.. so dun worry k? fang xin.. wo mei shi..

today veri tired ah!! haha... cos busy doin the lit pro.. wan to make some amends to improve the script so that ppl will be attracted.. hope it really works lah.. later we all act abt ghost thing rite.. then some cfm will say " ah... so scary " hu say tat i throw my shoe to tat person ah.. haha.. no lah.. btw.. i wan go sleep le.. yao bu shi lok remind mi nv update blog i also will forget completely one.. haha.. anyway.. nitez

ai yo.. today also the whole day busy doing the blog.. got sth wrong.. so change the whole blogskin.. haha.. today ar.. brought the digital cam le.. but haben buy the memory card.. so cannot use.. haha.. then today ar.. mine dunno hu de daughter cum.. baby lah.. they brought her here cos wan my mom to be the nanny!! ah!!! baby so cute!!! haha!! so cute worx.. !! i feel tat i am wasting the 199 on this cam leh.. how.. ai yo yo.. so fast regret liao.. haha.. wun lah.. luckily did not buy veri expensive one.. haha.. dunno wat to write leh.. nth much happen.. days went pass day by day.. btw.. the sec 3s are having camp at 10th ai yo.. cannot tok to him liao.. they cannot bring hp also.. ai yoyo.. he say mi sure wun miss him then i say u say one ar.. but nv tell him tat i maybe will miss him.. haha..

this also.. when we are discussing abt our lit project 

this was taken during fri.. 30th of july 

aiyo.. nowadays dun feel like blogging cos lazy.. :P haha.. tok abt yesterday? nono.. fri first..

fri got drama class.. but!!! so happy on fri cos lao ren did not cum!!! got 3 period free!! then patira buy her digital cam to sch wan to take foto of the class and chers.. then mi suddenly got the erge to buy digital cam.. yesterday saw a digital cam onli 199 .. cheap rite.. tat mean maybe is not gd one lah.. but hor.. dun dare to buy too ex. cos later i buy ex one .. then use while dun wan to use.. then veri waste leh.. so buy cheap cheap one play can liao.. haha.. drama class ar.. ok lo.. but hor.. i suggest anyone goin for drama class mux be veri high in mood.. not height.. haha cos later u will find it veri lame.. haha.. quite funny lah..

yesterday.. went out wif my friend.. take neoprint.. like tat lo.. nth much..

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