haiz.. nowadays mood not very gd... the relationship between us seem to be decreasing instead of increasing.. i dun wan to be like this.. sorry if i PS u this few days.. i agree to wat lok and christ say.. stead also no need to stick together everytime.. but ... i dunno how to say.. hope u understand.. i feel tat i haf gu fu le ni.. i dunno wat to say and do.. i noe u treat mi veri gd.. but.. it is too gd to be true.. wo bu xi guan.. i need some time to rearrange myself.. nowdays u seem to be veri moody too.. it mux be i haf ps u.. i noe.. sorry.. but i also cannot ps my friend.. sorry..

today alot ppl nv cum sia.. all sick.. vis.. food poisoning.. he still tell mi not to cum near him.. then kel and lok.. both sick.. nv cum.. ai yo yo.. nowadays many ppl get sick easily.. maybe sars cuming!! yeah!! opps.. y i happy ah? cos got holidays but.. cannot!!! hao bu rong yi dun haf sars.. cannot cum back again..
 
today i also veri blur.. i forgot wat happen today.. lolx.. but i remember one thing!! i go do ez link then cannot.. -.-" waste my time.. cos the birth cert i gif to them dun haf my birth cert no. then cannot do.. then luckily i got go christ hse.. if not i found out tat i wait so long for the card but it is not done then i will burn tat "shop" ah!! haha.. damn angry when i noe the ez link card cannot be done.. ai yo yo!! then my mom say she go do... yeah.. haha.. then lok got call mi say abt vis and xue thing.. but.. i dunno.. xue really got do tat mah? i dunno leh.. i dun care abt them lah... now alot of tests.. so stress.. so tired... somemore mon ar.. do too many streaching at once then now muscle veri pain sia.. somemore is everywhere also pain.. ai yo.. too long nv do exercise liao.. haha.. then go christ hse help her wif the blog thing.. now so nice liao.. all thanks to mi! :P haha.. jk.. then today mi and christ siao siao.. not long ago.. we at msn chat abt tat pervert thing.. haha.. can say and say until like real.. haha.. lolx.. gtg to study for my maths test liao.. haben study yet :X heehee.. gd luck to everyone for ur tests!

yoz! be4 i read my entry i wan to say sth to lok!

lok:  nvm.. it's ok.. sometimes i think that when u r angry or wateva at someone then juz tell tat person.. u might feel beta.. although today i like veri fan gan wif u but i noe tat u noe le then i feel beta liao.. close friend foreva~!

today lawerence nv cum!!! yeah!! then be4 lawence is PE then today i PE until veri serious sia.. first time... i mean hor.. i first time cher say wat i do wat.. last time cher say run i walk onli then he look here i then run abit but today? dunno y.. so guai.. haha.. then play badminton wif fr then mi and fr veri tired then nv like contiune the game but play wif ju really will tired sia.. she everytime got gotcha my "ball" sia.. i dunno tat one call wat.. then play until veri tired..

today he nv cum.. cos he is sick~  then hor feel abit uneasy but yet abit zi zai.. haha..

today after sch i veri nervous sia.. cos kel tell mi tat lok bro noe lok and vis thing liao.. then vis and lok both got extra lesson.. then mi so worry sia.. cos they say lok bro will fight mah.. then hor.. ai yo.. scare vis will fight mah.. then tell him this thing then they all face veri worry then of cos mi also lah.. then tok tok tok say say say until no fighting but!!! look like xue and vis goin to fight..  i dunno hu to help also.. i heard diff version of same thing from diff person.. i really dunno hu to believe.. i really hope nth will happen to both my kors k? dun let this kind of thing affect u two gd relationship k?? i juz make yip and vis he hao.. xue and vis.. u two dun becos of this break friend relationship k?
i dun wish to be the sandwich again.. veri xing ku..

to vis and xue: i dunno whether whom i should believe but the onli thing i noe is tat wateva happen juz use mouth to tok.. dun use violence ok?

hold on!!!! i juz recieve call from xue !!! he told mi tat he wun do anything to vis one.. this make mi feel beta.. but!! i still bu fang xin.. tomolo somemore got wushu leh.. if anything happen think will happen during wushu one lo.. i dunno.. should i stay and watch over them or juz contiune wif wat i plan to do? i dunno~ thanks goodness tat dear and kel will be there helping out.. heng ah..

 

ah!!! i really dunno wat to do!!! not long ago ah.. mi smsing wif kel. then he say he goin out then i ask him go wif hu then he ask mi call vis hp.. then i then noe they goin out to 900+ to eat.. then they ask mi go also but i cannot!! yesterday alr kanna so many scolding liao~! comfirm cannot one!! then somemore my mother go chack my wallet and did not saw my ex link card.. i lost my wallet remember ? then i bluf my mom say my ex link card at wendy there cos take wrong then mux buy standard card.. then i say wendy not feeling well did not go sch then i cannot take my card back then she keep scolding.. then i bluff her say my card back liao.. then yesterday she go check my wallet did not c my ex link card then ask mi where is it.. then i say tomolo which is today then gif her c.. then i duno wat to do.. i bluff her again say mi and wendy take wrong wallet.. cos our wallet same colour then she scold again say mi veri blur.. then say she will cut my pocket money if it continue.. feeling veri down le.. then call vis hp then i say i cannot go then they say is yip cannot go cos he sick then i dun go one.. no lo.. not becos of him lo.. is i canont go ... then he say mi you yi xing mei ren xing.. ah!! i cannot stand liao lah!! if one more people goin to say tat i really will break down one leh!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel like crying when i type this!! i really will go crazy!~! ah!!!!!! i dun wish my friend liike tat think of mi!! i really try my best not to ps anyone liao!!!!! but i also cannot ps him ah!!! if time can go back i will not accept him~!! i really wun!! i will rather choose friend than stead!!! ah!!!! i feel like shouting but i can't!!!!!!!!!!!! STRESS AH!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!! I HATE IT!

ah!! first time nv update every day!! haha.. cos yesterday got speech day then until like 10pm like tat then reach hm.. kanna scolding.. yesterday performance ok lo.. i dun really noe whether it is gd anot lah.. but cher say first time perform tat time we did not haf enough smile on our face.. :D then 2nd one no one comment.. then all the dancers like chinese dance indian dance malay dance and wushu stay in dance studio to do preparation.. wushu of cos no need wat preparation onli those dancers onli.. they onli tie a red colour cloth and some will haf a "Boot"? on their legs like tat lo.. then after we do our make up liao.. everything is prepare then we suppose to go hall to c the prize gifing presentation but we did not go cos guest of honour cum liao.. then wushu chinese dance and indian dance stay at dance studio.. he veri sick.. fever veri high but still haf to cum.. cos no one replace him.. then when wei lao shi go then she say we mux pei yang qing xun.. mux happy happy.. then we play heart attack.. lolx.. then xue they all keep asking we how old liao.. lolx.. but at least beta than xue.. play gameboy. lolx.. :X cannot say out worx.. keke.. then play heart attack the one hu lose mux put out the hand mah.. then they say my hand veri cold.. then after playing a few rounds then i go yip there.. then i touch his forehead c still got fever a not then he say my hand veri cold.. veri shuang.. haha.. then i put my hand on his neck there lo.. then we like together alot of times mah.. then tat time saw lok blog say mi ps le she and christ.. then i dun really noe wat should do.. i mean.. like yesterday rite.. he sick then mi as his stead should pei him.. take care of him mah.. but then i dunno lo.. i mean.. i scare tat if i go pei him will ps my friend again.. then wendy keep saying u go pei ur lao gong lah.. he sick leh.. but i dunno whether i should go and take care of him or be wif them.. tat time i was feeling like the meat or veg. of a sandwich lo.. but at least they quite ti liang mi.. nv blame mi tat much.. to say the truth.. if tat time i tot of my friend which mean tat when i stead wif him i will ps my friend then i will not accept him but since now i haf made my decision then i should continue it and dun make mi myself him and my friend shi wang.. then yesterday go home ah.. mi and lok tok alot abt vis thing.. i can noe how she feel after i stead wif him.. between friendship and love.. it is really veri diff. to choose lo.. haiz.. wen shi jian qing wei he wu.. zi jiao ren sheng si xiang xu.. haha.. pro leh.. haha.. then reach hm kanna scolding by mom say mi everytime go out.. so late cum back then is more more more guo fen.. cos mi hp bills $120 mah.. then she keep scolding.. then vis call mi say lok tell him the ans liao.. he veri sad.. he got cry.. heard him crying i also veri sad.. haiz.. he still say he will break the promise which he promise mi.. haiz.. dun ok? beta nth will happen to u..

 

ah! so tired.. now onli 9.30 leh.. ai yo yo.. today he sick until veri sick.. eh.. i mean.. fever until veri high.. 39.1 leh.. ai yo.. then be4 sch ah.. he got meet mi.. i dun sense tat he sick onli noe he say he sore throat then i tot nth.. onli tell him dun eat fast food and cold drinks this all onli.. hu noes recess he sms mi say he high fever.. then at tat i recess then he is in miss ng class.. i purposely walk past his class then saw him laying on the table.. then i sms him tell him to ask permission go toliet then i go find him .. then he cum out.. mi and wendy go to the area near boy's toliet.. then mi and him tok tok there.. wendy go back.. he say he dun wan go back home.. i angry lo.. but i .. dunno leh.. c him pity then say agree tat he after sch go c doc lo.. haha.. then kel saw we two toking.. keep saying.. haha.. then after tat i tell wendy then wendy say treaten him then i go try.. then i pretend angry.. but actually.. i really quite angry leh.. cos he so high fever.. i touch his forehead really veri hot leh.. then i walk off to my class.. he keep calling mi.. i ignore.. haha.. then after tat he sms mi say he also cannot go hm.. cos his parents both at work.. then i think for a while.. also rite lah.. then mi "forgie" him lo.. lolx.. then after sch we meet do the noticeboard.. then go wendy hse do.. cos everything in her hse.. then vis help mi take care of him and take him c doc.. they cum to wendy's hse here to c doc.. then mi and wendy go down find them.. he still veri hot at tat time.. then he like veri tired.. haiz.. hope he will get well by tomolo.. mux rest more k? but at least.. at 7 like tat tok tat time he say he temp. is 37.7 liao.. hao hen duo le.. at least wo ke yi fang xin abit le.. but wun fang xin until he is completly well..

to vis: thanks worx.. haha.. in helping mi take care of him.. maybe u also wan to do ur part as friend lah.. but thanks anyway.. n gd luck worx..

to him: take care worx.. dun fall sick again le..

today got the passion art concert.. then tomlo sch start at 8 !! YAHHOOOO~! haha then at VCH ar.. the stage quite big.. then we all rehearsal.. make up .. then until 2.30 like tat then start our turn.. so pai sei.. i so nervous cos he down there.. ah~ then keep praying dun do wrong.. but got one do wrong then he saw it.. ah.. so pai sei.. but suan le.. haha.. then i wan to ask lok and christ: i really got PS u two ah? dui bu qi.. but i tot u two is wait for us at the bus stop then i let u two go first.. anyway.. really sorry.. then after sch we went to northpoint.. then on the way.. same thing happen.. vis like wan we two to hold hands.. this time got hold lah.. then we like play play like tat.. anyway.. i learn how to fold heart using straws! quite nice.. then i decide to do as many as possible and gif him.. haha.. n today i saw him wearing the necklance leh! i so happy.. heehee.. then went to LJS.. kel say they all at there.. but go there no one there.. then call him voice mail.. call christ off hp.. purposely one hor.. then mi and wendy go np then they stay there eat.. go there cos wan to find got sell straw ma and wendy wan buy bottle to put those stars n gif *ahem* lolx.. then after tat go take bus 811 then wendy and jason drop off at wendy's hse there.. then mi "Y" and vis took one whole round.. they pei wo lo.. then we keep playing.. lolx.. quite a fun day..

today.. well.. got cry abit lo.. abit onli.. dun tok abt this.. tok abt sch time first.. although tat is also counted as sch time.. lolx.. today is racial harmony then students is allowed to wear tradionation costume then from some many ppl tat i saw wearing tradionation cust. i think SAM. and huiling is the most pretty one .. chio bu worx~ lolx..  then after recess got performance to watch.. got indian malay hip hop and wushu! for a while onli.. chey.. then after tat got sci.. shaiful juz use less than 15 mins then teach finish chapter... eh.. forgot wat chapter but is COLOURS then got eng.. lawerence need to settle thing in the libaray so bring us there.. then i read gosebumps.. *dunno how to spell* read until i sleep sia.. lolx.. then fr wake mi up .. haha.. then geo.. got back the test paper.. juz pass onli.. 7.5/15 ai yo.. but.. lowest is 1.5 leh!!! i did not type wrong! is one point five! tat rite! then matthew like veri "HAPPY" wif the results.. lolx... then after sch.. go hall find wei lao shi.. then upper sec got assembly.. then saw "Y" xue and vis sit behind lo.. "Y" like keep looking at mi sia.. lolx.. so pai sei.. then after tat we go mac eat eat.. then man hong also got go there she walked pass mi then say " "Y"'s stead " then i ask her how u noe.. then she say she saw the present i gif to him.. ai yo yo.. tao yan lah.. so pai sei.. then got rehearsal thing.. our turn liao.. then brian say alot of thing... then while walking to my position i was adjusting my ear stick cos always cum out like tat then brian shout " stop playing wif ur ears" ... i got nth to say.. juz abit angry cos make mi so pai sei leh.. lolx.. then we pratice how to walk to our position and ending pose then after break! then break ah.. they playing fighting like tat mah.. then "Y" like "Fight" (play play one) wif vis.. then he like dunno how to say.. play until vis buttocks pain cos drop to the ground then vis revenge then "Y" fell veri hard to the ground.. but vis told mi is not his fault.. vis say he juz wan to make his buttocks pain also but "Y" stuggle then will feel to the ground one.. but tat time i dunno.. i onli noe him fall veri hard to the ground lo.. so loud sia.. then mi veri worry lo.. then keep whacking vis veri hard until i saw his hands veri red.. then mi look at him.. he like veri pain like tat lo.. mi ask him wan pei him go sickbay anot but he say dunno.. mi tat time veri angry at vis then mi stomped to christ and ju there.. then i cry lo.. dunno y.. from heart feel like crying lo.. but less than 5 mins jiu hao le.. haha.. then when i cry he keep telling mi not to cry then sayang mi lo.. he actually veri gd to mi lah.. for example today ar.. be4 flag rising lo.. then we always go to the table outside the classrooms one mah.. then cos today raining so no assmble at parade square.. then we went to the level 3 table there... then kel told mi he did not bring tie.. ask mi got ma.. then i go down to my class take.. then my wallet is at christ there.. she did not follow mi down.. onli ju follow.. then mi bring tie up le then they say u c ur wallet got wat thing more? then i dunno i juz go down cos bell rang liao.. mi haben do hw.. then at recess i ask christ she noe wat they all mean mah.. then she told mi tat.. she took out my money from my wallet and tell him tat mi dun haf money.. then he put one $10 note into my wallet.. ai yo yo..

today also like tat lo.. dunno wat to say.. now veri angry at my mom~! stupid leh~! scold mi for small minor things..  onli a mag onli mah! SIAO! bring back home so many days dun wan to read! lent my friend u then wan to read! say mi always do things oppsite! u also lah~!
 
"Y" say he wait for mi at the bus stop there yesterday but morning he say he cannot.. he woke up late.. nvm lah.. then went to sch as normal like tat lo.. then mi today got 3rd recess which is same as the upper sec cos mi suppose to haf 2nd recess but got the dunno wat thing lo then postpone then same recess as them.. they all shocked sia.. haha.. then when we go back class saw joanne like veri kan chong.. then she say her wallet lost.. then mi and fr go hall ask vis they all help my friend look out for it.. then we today suan is haf 1 whole period of recess.. then onli got 1 period of maths~! yahooo~! then after sch christ they all got rehearsal of tomolo skit.. then we go watch... then go hall find them then go watch again.. i at first wan to wait for him to finish wushu one but last min change mind.. go buy sth for him.. it a necklance? then got crave ren luv xin then back is xin luv ren.. ai yo yo.. so pai sei.. *note: those hu read this and noe wat i am goin to gif him dun tell him ok?! surprise hor~!* then like.. guai guai de.. suan le lah.. at most buy again.. lolx then went back home but i wan to say sth!!
 
to kel: u gd hor.. i purposely call u one then u tell him say mi looking for him hor?! lolx.. suan le..
 
to lok and vis: dunno wat actually ur's relationship is .. so blur but nvm.. wateva u all choose to be.. i support! as long as u all are happy! :)
 
notes to all my friends: FrIeNdS fOrEvEr~ !

today also veri pai sei lah~ tao yan *blush* morning.. i got meet christ.. then today we earlier go sch.. then reach the bus stop... saw vis there.. at the table there.. then go join him wait...vis say lent hp to him.. tot he goin to sms someone but he go change "Y" name to darling.. can is can lah but will bu xi guan.. if wan to search for his no. later i go press "W" then no his no. there.. lolx then lok cum le.. she say she saw "Y" when she is on bus.. then vis they all ask mi to call him.. then call him lo..  At first is dun wan to say one but hu noes today all noe liao.. then during recess mi got saw him downstairs sitting.. he having pe.. then we signal him.. but he nv heard.. then mi did not eat but reading the teens.. then mi go join christ and ju cos they eat finish le.. at first look at the parade square nobody there liao then tot he go back class le then saw him watching the northland idol... then mi go tap him.. then we smile smile like tat.. christ and ju keep teasing.. then we go back class there.. then he cum over here.. tok tok like tat then suddenly one perfect say go hall then we three then remember mux go hall but classroom.. lolx.. then we run to hall.. haha.. then quite boring but tat lady hu is on the stage is actually quite brave.. she not afraid tat northlanders will ask any qn nasty.. *kampatei* then her drawing was veri nice.. then at 1.25 which is suppose to be the time when we can go home.. we need to stay to watch the stupid opera~!! not nice one.. so boring.. can c that all sec one and twos all is goin to sleep liao.. lolx.. then mi got recieve msg from vis be4 tat saying sth abt lok.. then after tat i receive one msg from him say tat he and vis waiting for us at canteen.. then ok lo.. we went down.. then like sit face to face.. then like veri pai sei.. then wendy say " sit properly lah.. ur stead here leh" then i like "huh?" so wat if he is here.. tat is my true self mah.. but suan le.. then he had to go and do some thing for the sch.. he seo mah.. then during cd ah.. saw vis.. then wendy go out tok to him.. then wendy cum back we pratice once then went out again.. i then noe he is here too.. then they look veri sad like tat ... then mi go ask him wat wrong wif him then he tell mi then after tat he ok liao.. will smile le.. then dance cher suddenly pop her head out of dance studio then say.. alot like " y will u kan shang wo men jia de yongxin" ai yo.. so pai sei.. then we did not care much for her.. lolx.. then mi and him like play play like tat lo.. then we went in... wendy's stead and alot of ppl also inside the dance studio then cher say dance in fornt of them.. treat them as audience.. then so pai sei one.. then we like dun wan like tat.. but at last got lo... ai yo yo.. so pai sei.. then the whole grp of us went to mac sit sit then go elsewhere lo.. christ mi him vis kel ju go together to np.. then ju go back hm first.. then kel sit bus.. so onli left we 4 then on the way..  vis keep threatening say mux hold hands if not dun call him kor or wat lo.. then .. ai yo.. pai sei da wan to die.. lolx.. then at np.. got hold lo.. for abt one minute lah.. then stupid vis go di siao us.. then wan to go home le.. then he wan to pei mi go mrt station one but quite late liao.. later he kanna scolding then i ask him go hm first.. christ pei mi.. then he say to christ "take care of her hor.. she smaller than u" ai yo.. tao yan lah.. then christ like keep saying " mi help u take.." " wan mi help u tap ur ez link? " ai yo yo..
 
to lok: no matter wat is the choice u choose i wun hate u or wat one.. fang xin.. mi still will regard u as friend.. my best friend and my guai daughter..
 
to vis: dun think so much.. regardless the ans is wat i hope u juz accept it and let time heal ur pain.. dun do anything foolish or go find lok bro.. dun.. wateva u do the result will be the same.. so y not u juz bear it and dun fight wif them or wat? dun make us worry for u k?
 
 

ai yo.. today veri the pai sei leh.. vis ar.. he call mi to go out.. then ok lo.. then hor.. "Y" also got go.. alamak.. then nvm lah.. cos lok got go also.. can pei wo.. at first cannot go one.. cos mom dun let but if i dun go lok maybe will dun go too so i mux go.. then finally my mom agree.. then meet them at yishun mrt station.. at first wan to go woodland cathey one but lok go check le.. no showing of sisters.. the movie.. then we go to GV lo.. then we go in.. then i wan to c got sms anot.. then can't find my hp.. then i tot lost.. movie haben start so we go outside search but cannot be one mah.. then found it under the chair .. -.-" then second time i can't find it again.. this time is at chair.. but i dunno.. "Y" found it.. btw.. this is the sitting arrangement.. : "Y" mi lok vis xue kel then i say u help mi keep my hp lah.. scare later lost it again.. then he help mi keep.. be4 goin mi got tok on fone wif "Y" mah.. then mi say veri cold.. tat time is at hm.. then he say go wear jacket lo.. i say "orh" but didn't.. cos jacket go wash liao.. lolx.. then at cinemas.. he say cold anot? mi say hai hao.. then he like.. ai yo.. how to say.. like touch my hand c cold anot lo.. then while watching movie.. the show like half way like tat.. he ask again mi cold ma.. then i still say hai hao.. then he touch my hand again then he say veri cold.. then when the most scary part.. i was like dun dare to c mah.. then he use his hand cover lo.. so tat i wun saw it.. ai yo.. veri caring lah.. *blush* then suddenly lok got msg.. she c then let mi c.. is someone use xue hp ask lok for *ahem* then lok veri pai sei.. i laugh at her but hu noes i also kanna.. "Y" recieved msg too.. i wan c but he say delete liao.. then he tell mi.. is xue tell him to ask mi for *ahem* then i also veri pai sei.. then he say.. xue ask mi to ask u leh.. then mi pai sei mah.. then say.. dun ask now.. pai sei one.. then after movie.. they wan go eat.. then we go find lok bro they all first.. then tok tok tok then go eat.. at first wan eat LJS but later change... -.-" then after tat .. they dunno wan go where eat mah.. then i say mi and lok go shop shop then go find u all.. then mi and lok shop shop.. tok abt sth lo.. then go find them at mac.. then "Y" ask mi wan to eat anot.. i say dun wan .. but he take nugget for mi lo.. then i take and eat.. then later on he pass mi the drinks but i dun wan .. he like pushing the cup nearer to mi then i drink.. then they all so digusting.. go eat wat.. chili sauce onli.. then wat curry sauce wif coke.. EeEeEe.. hao er xin worx.. then they go timezone.. we also.. then lok bro they all also there then lok and her bro like tok abt.. someone.. then lok like not veri happy like tat.. then they all play i c.. "Y" ask mi i veri bored is it.. but i say no.. anyway.. it truth then after tat lok bro they all ask lok to pei them go makan.. lok wan mi to pei.. then after a while still haben decieded wan to go anot.. then mi say.. i pei lok lo.. cos she onli gal among so many guys and i wan to noe wat her bro tell her.. then "Y" pei mi.. then on the way there.. wendy call "Y" hp looking for mi.. then she say my mom looking for mi.. then i did not pei lok then go hm.. "Y" pei mi.. mi need to go toa payoh then take taxi lo.. then he pei wo wait.. then on the way to take cab.. he ask mi my ans.. but.. i dunno lah..

haiz.. today lok lost her hp.. not onli hp but money.. and huiqing too.. n cher's hp also gone.. hu is doin all this? NSS de students got so bad ma? but he veri qi guai leh.. steal ppl hp then still can say .. mon then return can.. siao ah.. steal ppl thing still can say later later.. then lok veri sad.. she nv cry in fornt of us be4.. she cry then we all shocked.. she veri sad... hope lok can get back her hp..  then feel tat vis today guai guai de.. he ... ? dunno lar.. then go c the blog of his.. then saw sth.. wow~ lolx.. hope everything go smoothly worx.. maybe i got a er sao?? ai yo.. dun think too much.. lolx
 
dunno y leh.. suddenly feel so pai sei or wat leh.. sia lah.. crazy liao lah.. mux from dunno wat floor move to 8th floor to join them liao.. lolx..
 
today veri tired sia.. lazy to update.. next time continue ba..
 
 
 

today also quite normal.. juz tat "Y" got meet mi @ 6.45am at parade square de.. cos he yesterday veri sad then he say he like dunno y so sad.. then he say he tomolo which is today will tell mi the reasons.. then we like meet lo.. hu noes i go sch then saw all of them cum le.. (O_O) shocked sia.. even the lastest cum de vis also cum so early.. then i msg him say they all reach le.. then he walk past us then i saw him like veri sad.. wan to go up to him and tok to him but scare they all will tok craps lah.. lolx.. lobster beta.. *so cold* not funny.. ok.. then after tat mi sms him say after sch he tell mi lo.. then he say wait for mi at 2EC classroom there.. i cum out of classroom and saw him.. he was waiting there.. then i walk over to him then when he was abt to say then juwena cum and cut the thing we are abt to say... ai yo yo.. then he was at canteen.. mi too.. but one north one south u c.. then we want to go take radio and fans from wei lao shi then she nt there.. then go back canteen.. he go le.. go back home..
 
finally today de entry is short short de.. haha lolx... hahahaha.. *siao*

today quite normal actually.. nth much really happen.. but most happy is.. today mdm tai class nv ask ppl to stand up and ans qns! lolx.. best part is when mdm tai left the class.. the class so united sia.. all same time tucked out shirt sia.. lolx

after sch got cd.. hmm.. nth much to say abt tat lo.. but.. juz tat instructor almost change my postition cos lok wendy and meifang same costume then mi one extra between them so cher wan to change but luckily dun haf liao.. if not i blur sia.. later perform onli mi stand there blur blur.. lolx..

then the lion dance was pratising outside the dance studio.. they actually quite gd leh.. then hu stead is also there.. he is the one hu stand on top of the other guy.. so high sia.. not scare mah? then after tat we pei kelvin wait for someone lo.. then tot will haf free show to c but dun haf .. during the break of CD ah.. i go buy water mah.. then tot vis and xue is there so i buy ice lemon tree for them.. then hu noes go up i then remember xue go competition then vis go the TAF club train them.. then gif one of the bottle to kel.. then the other wan gif "Y" one.. but yu ying wan .. so gif her lo.. then after cd we go hall watch them and wait for them.. then be4 goin.. i go buy water wan to gif "Y" one and the other one wendy wan.. so treat her lo.. then go up then saw xue there.. opps.. did not buy his.. then if i gif "Y" nv gif him then he will say mi one.. so wendy say gif him her's one lo.. then the other wan to gif "Y" then after their wushu they got pratise lo.. then he go to the bag there then ask him he wan the lemon tree mah.. then he show mi his.. dunno 100+ or sprite lo..
-.-" then paste the water to vis.. not mi dun wan to buy for vis but tot vis will not go there so nv buy his :X lolx..

then after tat we go mac.. then wan to call "ahem" (cannot say hu) then she like avioding someone lo.. then we call her lo.. at first vis use my fone call.. then when he say he is vis then she hang up.. the yvonne also call them she dunno y then they hang up.. then kel veri pai sei /angry then go hm first? i also dunno.. but he look abit angry? then all like go back hm lor.. then left mi lok and vis then we also go hm.. wait for lok bus together then mi and vis walk to the traffic light there then mi wan take taxi to my 3rd aunt po hse .. then on the way there then my mom call say no need go there cos they back liao.. then wan go downstair da bao then saw my mom and aunt and a uncle there.. then they told mi to sit and eat wif them..

today suay leh.. wallet lose.. i also dun remember where i put it but i think is when xue call mi then run to the toliet to tok then the wallet juz put there then ppl go take ba.. hope can find back lo.. tomolo mux go General office ask.. still haben tell my mom i lost my wallet.. she nowadays mood not veri gd then dun dare to told back to her.. tat y this few days dun feel like goin hm.. surely kanna scolded by her for nth one..

today nth much really happen lo.. but now c tat vis is beta mi also feel beta.. actually got vis this kind of bro veri gd lah.. he treat mi veri gd.. although sometimes got bully mi.. :X but overall he is a gd bro.. he juz now even pei wo wait for the bus.. he say he nt fan xin.. remind mi of my real bro hu is now in army ..

today got remidial ah.. then i dunno is 2.15 start .. tot is 2.30 start.. -.-" then late.. cher say .. "wow.. u all late for so long ah?" then i still dunno wat she mean.. until she say next wk u all wan 2.15 or 2.30.. then i noe.. now change to 2.20 .. cos half wan 2.15 half wan 2.30 .. lolx.. so center lo.. haha.. Miss chan hor.. teach like dunno wat one.. she explain hor.. then will like eh.. ah.. eh.. then say.. "nonono.. wrong.. wrong info.." -.-" then which one then is the correct one..

then after tat go hall watch them dance.. the cher sexy sia.. haha.. nth much to say abt tat... lolx.. mi nt guy.. wun go join cos got chio bu cher.. lolx unlike someone.. :X .. lolx

today.. quite a sad day for mi.. firstly.. let mi tell u abt the ipw presentation.. it was like KNS! i forgot to bring my powerpoint slides.. then cher nv scold .. juz say that next wk present lo.. then ok.. but still got the skit thing.. then attasha grp first.. their was gd! but ours.. no hope sia.. we actually is lin shi do one.. last minute worker! haha.. then when we present.. i sort of anyhow start the interview.. we was doin interview wif Mr lee kuan yew de skit.. then jeremey is Mr LKY then mi fr and ch is the reporter.. haha.. cher got say ch dun dance here dance there cos he was like shaking here and there.. lolx.. then fr leh.. alamak.. i was saying my lines then they in fornt of mi and cher was toking " my turn ah? " -.-" alamak.. the paper got write rite? did not listen is it? nv do anything still dare to tok in fornt of mi during presentation.. nv do anything jiu suan le.. tell u go do the ws for the grp file then u do do do until i do! crazy lah! if i cannot tahan then i really will tell cher tat u did not do anything leh! dun think i am ur friend then i will not report it to cher.. i am fair one ok.. somemore this is marks one leh.... suan le..

then afternoon got cd.. lok went back hm cos she forgot to bring cd.. real cd.. not chinese dance.. lolx.. then we plan to scare her.. but after we noe she go buy mac for us to eat.. ah.. sorry.. did not mean to scare u one.. pai sei worx.. then i like feel veri angry and sad at the same time.. cos .. i haf to pretend to be still friend friend to her but i am no longer feeling tat she is my best buddy.. haiz.. she ask mi is it becos of ***** then we (mi and HER) relationship not veri gd.. then i say no.. it's the truth.. but she say .. then u and lok relationship like beta.. then i say maybe becos u nv go kbox wif us tat often.. haiz.. bluff ppl is not a gd thing to do..

there was actually no cd .. cos everyone went back hm.. ex. mi chirst lok wendy ju... we stay there to enjoy the air con.. lazy to dance also.. so tired.. then mi and wendy go walk walk.. wan to go hall ask the wushu wan to drink anything anot.. i treat but saw their instructer got cum so did not ask them.. then say vis and his stead kanna caught by muthu.. then they like veri unhappy.. alot of things happen to vis causes him like break down.. sheng wei his most dote god sis.. kan dao ta zhe yang mi veri sad.. he told mi abt he and his stead thing.. then mi and wendy cannot bear it anymore then started to cry.. but actually.. thing wasn't like this.. it is more complicated and more sad but i can't say out..

after tat we wan to go back hm.. then xue haf to wait for "Y" then we wait also cos xue on fone wif vis.. wan to noe more abt vis happening.. then after tat rain.. we went back sch to bi yu.. then we wait and wait until they hang.. then go and take bus back hm ex for xue "y" and kel... then mi and chirst take the same bus back hm.. then on the bus we was toking alot of alot of ppl.. then i start to msg "y" then he also got reply.. now mi and him got like contact liao.. juz now long ago got tok on fone.. but firstly dunno y he mux hang then secondly his bro wan to use then third vis call mi then mux hang then i go bath then he msg say no need to call him.. he go out and eat.. -.-" juz abt to msg him tell him call mi.. -.-""

msg to lok: u today really seem to be veri unhappy.. maybe u r too stress but not the reason tat u tell mi? cheer up too.. both of us cheer up together k? :)

today mux go parade square.. not onli today! but other days too!! *humph* not fun.. then the parade square dunno like wat sia.. my new bottle mei mei de then put on the floor then got so many "scar" liao.. *humph* but suan le.. *sob* haha..

after sch got cd.. lok chirst got extra lesson then still plan to go back hm take xue's present.. hafn't gif him! haha.. so long ago thing liao.. haha.. but stay back to do project.. then CH say he go back hm first.. then 2.30 liao.. i call him then he say he tot is do at my hse..
-.-" waste my time.. then in the end nv do anything.. tomolo first to do presentation.. die die lah..

haiz.. SHE still dunno tat we are angry of her.. but.. at least now i dun hate her but dun like her onli.. at least beta.. mux act as if we are still buddy buddy.. veri xing ku.. dun wish she get hurts.. haiz.. y mux this happen? luckily vis nv say anything abt we lied to him.. maybe he still dunno we got lied to him? (O_o)? dunno..

kel help mi ask "Y" y he nv reply my msg.. he say cos he tot i angry wif him.. cos tat time he sms mi i nv reply.. dunno how to reply.. ai yoyo..

SHE sms mi le.. tot she will say sth like she is sorry or wat.. but.. she told mi other things.. she did not even mention abt yesterday thing.. dun she noe tat we are all angry at her? at first i was thinking not to like too ming xian to show tat i am angry if not she like veri ke lian.. but now.. she juz got a stead.. someone whom i think.. not a veri gd guy.. but .. we did warn her be4 in the end she still stead wif him.. ok.. it her chose.. cannot force her.. how am i goin to face her tomolo? haiz.. sui jin yin bian bax..

now so sian.. so keep looking at others ppl blog to c which one nicer -.-" haha.. i go to lok link then saw tat she got link mi! and her friend.. then i sian i go click her friend's blog then look at lok's friend's de link then saw "somone" .. then i tot is my sec one.. then i go click.. hu noes it wasn't.. -.-" but i got read it ... cos i tot is my sec de "someone" mah.. then i saw there is one entry saying tat her friend like in troblue cos tat friend of hers is veri close wif "XX"'s stead.. "XX" ... is it tat "XX" i noe.. i mean.. dun really noe her.. but noe got this person.. and she ("XX") like ... "Y" hu was once my onli best boi de friend? dunno.. but look! "XX"'s stead.. if it is really tat "XX" i noe.. then maybe is "Y" hu is her stead.. n tat might be the reason y he did not reply my msg? tot his hp kanna confiscate.. dunno.. im nt sure.. there is so many "XX" in the sch.. i noe there is at least 3 "XX" in my sch.. in this 3 "XX" .. the one i was thinking was the most ke neng one.. eh.. dunno u all understand anot lah.. haha.. maybe u will blur? keke dunno y.. when i was angry at HER i think of "Y" .. maybe it becos he went through my terrible times wif mi be4? but.. wat terrible time? haha.. mi also dunno.. mi admit tat i like him be4.. but tat was the past.. at first.. everything between us goes smoothly but as the times goes.. i.. sort of find him too fan? then we from veri gd friend to now.. like strangers.. i really wan to noe the "XX" is hu and her stead is hu.. if "XX" was the one i think of and her stead is "Y" then i will not think abt "Y" anymore.. but now.. i feel like telling him all my tots of HER but he.. and mi nv contact for a long time le.. in the past, whenever i am sad or wat, i will think of HER and "y" but now.. i will onli think of lok.. i dun wish to fan "Y" anymore.. and i dun wish to tok to HER anymore..

haiz.. suan le ba.. dun think of unhappy things and be happy! yuppie! haha.. *siao* lalalalalala~

Yesterday,got speech day reharsal.. went to meet christ. at mrt station @ 7.30 then went to the interchange to take bus 804 and go to the mac near sch one to meet ju, lok and wendy..

At first we are told tat we are goin to perform at the parade square! OMG! at there perform?! firstly: if it rains.. how to dance? Secondly: if i did not rain, the floor will be damn hot! and most of us are needed to lay down on the floor first! omg.. luckily.. change liao.. :) from parade square change to the pathway outside the general office then from there, change to the pathway outside the libaray.. at least beta.. keke..

After reharsal, we went to the K-box @ toa payoh. tot the room will be the same as the one @ orchard but it happens to be twice bigger than orchard one! SO BIG SIA!!

well well well.. cum to the main point of this post.. There's a gal hu was once my best friend and my most trusted friend tat i ever have but yesterday.. she did sth tat make mi feel terrible..

We plan to go k-box wif lok, christ, ju, kel but wifout HER cos she cannot go and she need to do project.. then.. cos kel is the only guy hu go so he go tell vis then vis wan to go along and he ask his stead go along also.. but.. others scare he will "di siao" them and said if he go then they dun wan go.. so we lie to vis that we are not goin.. we tot everything was goin smoothly but hu noes mi and kel recieved calls from vis (he using HER hp) then he say " SHE told mi tat u all are goin.. " doesn't it mean tat SHE say the secret out?! SHE noe tat we are keeping it as a secret one mah! All of us think tat is becos SHE was waiting for her friend then we ps her then she take revenge one.. i dunno it's true anot.. i hope it is not.. but ..

after hanging vis call, i feel like immediately call HER and scold her and demand for an explaination but.. vis should be there... i dun wan the relationship of mi and vis gets further away becos of this.. then we all try to put aside this all unhappy thing aside first then we get HIGH! sing and sing and sing..

when i get hm.. i juz can't stop myself from thinking of any reason why SHE do tat.. doesn't SHE noes tat if she do tat, SHE will causes alot of unhappiness? i tot tat maybe vis forced her to say tat by treatening her.. but.. she should at least gif mi a call and apogolosie mah but.. she did not even call or msg mi! i keep telling myself tat wait till 10pm.. wait.. she will msg lai de.. but.. no msg are recieved from her.. i can't feel that she is sorry for doing this .. i juz can feel tat .. she do it purposely.. wat should i do? once my best friend then now? enemy? i really dunno anything.. how am i goin to face her?

God.. can u juz tell mi? ... :(

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